my mom and the girls

with Sienna we have come to a point of no return, we have come to a point where frustration will only become a more frequent occurrence.......Sienna does not like hats and pulls them of...dun dun dun. Ahh my little monkey, so the hats and gloves will have to be on tighter to avoid her ripping them off while outside.

Tonight I sat down with Sanora and talked to her about my mom. I told her how it was a mere 25 sleeps before Sanora's birth that my mom passed. I guess she sensed that I was getting sad because Sanora than told me about a dream she had. Sanora went on to tell be about how my mom met Turner and Tofino, she took the girls shopping, then cuddled with Sanora in bed, and finally gave Sanora a hug before my mom died. I asked sanora if it was an actual dream and she said "I want to cheer you up mommy and that is a nice dream." The she said it was a dream. To tell the truth I can't tell but either way it was sweet, and nice to hear. Sanora is a good kid, so thoughtful and giving with every part of her being good intentions.

On the 3rd of November was my mom's birthday. On the day of I was thinking alot about her and thought that she would want my to call her dad, so I did. It was nice to hear my grandpa's voice, kinda like old times. It's been 7 years since I have seen him and I hope so much that I wont be adding many more year to that before I see him again.